When?

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I was hoping to write something cheerful after my blog makeover. Yet, it seems that problems can't stop trailing me. Sometimes, I felt I'm gonna have a breakdown. Is it time to give everything up? Why things are not going well as I imagined they will.. Why is it so hard to have the "normal" way of life?

Maybe, it's the norm life. The up and down. But, whenever I was at the low side, people around me still have high hopes for me. Well, people around you see something good that you won't recognize when you're in the middle of the mud. They always wish me the best. Their good encouragements always help me keep my chin high up.

Still, I'm wondering when the good things are coming? If they are not gonna come, when is the right time put an end to everything? Am I wasting my time waiting when I should be doing something better?

O.O

WOw, it's been 5 months since I last updated the site. Maybe it's time for me to get started on blogging again. I've made some changes on the layout as of now. I don't have any fun things to write yet. Well, I'll write something later...