err..

was trying to do a quick update on my life and write about the movie i just watched in mandarin.. spent 20 minutes typing 3 paragraphs. decided that i couldn't do it anymore and deleted the post. #fail :(

fear

sometimes, when you have the feeling that everything is so perfect right now
then you start to think that there is no way you can hold on to each and everything
and the fear of losing starts surroundings you
and it makes me wonder whether the thought of losing will start attracting the force of losing