Friday, October 31, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
8
It's already week 43 of year 2008. Another 9 weeks to go before year 2009 (I'll be 21 by then though I'm still trying to accept the fact that I'm already 20 :P)!
Anyway, the utmost important thing is that after 8 weeks, I'll be back to my
1 year and a half! I can't believe that I'm actually leaving my home for such a long time! Not seeing my papa, mama, jie jie and ah ma for that long! Besides, I didn't webcam at all for this year and none of them post any pictures online~~~ Really miss them and my home! Have to give all of them a BIG HUG!~~
Don't know how is everything back home....
Did mama do spring cleaning the house and throw away all my stuffs? Nolah, she won't be that mean :P
Is my bed still the good old one?
Is my desk still like how I left it? Or, did mama use it for her work?
Is the arrangement of the furniture still the same? Or, they decided to change the "feng shui"?
Are my doggies still alive? Or, are they too old d.....
How ar3 my cousins?
How many of them in secondary school now? How many still in primary school?
I totally lost count. I somehow still think Ah Xing in Standard 5 while Ah Chuan still in Standard 3, which is so wrong....It seemed that I'm still living in the past :(
How are the little rascals, Bibi and Wei Wei? Did they shoot up in these years? Your know, kids grow so fast....
How is Hong Wei and his cute sisters? Can Hong Wei speak now? I remember when I left the US for the 1st time, he was learning walking. Then, when I went home last summer, he could run already!
p/s: should jie jie buy anything? no time for shopping tho~~~
How is my hometown then?
The Village Mall was open soon after I left home last year.
Is it nice? How is the first Starbucks in SP? Most have a look :)
How is the cafe I used to go last summer, where people sing? Is it still there? I couldn't even remember the name.....
Talking about my hometown, I can't help but thinking about the 24hours Nasi Kandar restaurantsss... Really miss my midnight Roti Canai! Yummy yummy!
There are so many food I'm dying to eat..
The list includes but no limits to (list is not in order):-
~Steamboat
I demand steamboat on the 1st day I go home :P Just Kidding! Any homecook food is good!
~Nasi Kandar
Papa brought me to eat Nasi Kandar when I reached Penang from US last summer...
~Nasi Lemak
~Chay Mee
~Roti Canai
~Mama's Rendang
Haven't eaten that for 3 years coz mama didn't cook it last summer :'(
~Hokkein Mee + Lo Mee
~Laksa (air itam's laksa would be the best!)
~DIM SUMssss!!!
~Hainanese Chicken Rice
~Keoy Teow Th'ng
~Pizza Hut's Pizza (the only pizza I like)
~Bak Chang
~Taoz, you guys promised me :P
~Sake sushi, all of you went there except me...
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Too many already......
Last but no least, I miss my secondary school friends so much! Met many friends last years before they left SP to pursue their studies! Hopefully, we can meet again the time! Let's have bubble tea!! Nonetheless, I didn't see some of them for about 2 years. Really can't wait to hang out together :) Tarzan, can't wait to see me huh? Haha, you're at home now, rite?
8 weeks, 8 weeks, 8 weeks! 加油! 加油! 加油!
Anyway, the utmost important thing is that after 8 weeks, I'll be back to my
home sweet home :)
1 year and a half! I can't believe that I'm actually leaving my home for such a long time! Not seeing my papa, mama, jie jie and ah ma for that long! Besides, I didn't webcam at all for this year and none of them post any pictures online~~~ Really miss them and my home! Have to give all of them a BIG HUG!~~
Don't know how is everything back home....
Did mama do spring cleaning the house and throw away all my stuffs? Nolah, she won't be that mean :P
Is my bed still the good old one?
Is my desk still like how I left it? Or, did mama use it for her work?
Is the arrangement of the furniture still the same? Or, they decided to change the "feng shui"?
Are my doggies still alive? Or, are they too old d.....
How ar3 my cousins?
How many of them in secondary school now? How many still in primary school?
I totally lost count. I somehow still think Ah Xing in Standard 5 while Ah Chuan still in Standard 3, which is so wrong....It seemed that I'm still living in the past :(
How are the little rascals, Bibi and Wei Wei? Did they shoot up in these years? Your know, kids grow so fast....
How is Hong Wei and his cute sisters? Can Hong Wei speak now? I remember when I left the US for the 1st time, he was learning walking. Then, when I went home last summer, he could run already!
p/s: should jie jie buy anything? no time for shopping tho~~~
How is my hometown then?
The Village Mall was open soon after I left home last year.
Is it nice? How is the first Starbucks in SP? Most have a look :)
How is the cafe I used to go last summer, where people sing? Is it still there? I couldn't even remember the name.....
Talking about my hometown, I can't help but thinking about the 24hours Nasi Kandar restaurantsss... Really miss my midnight Roti Canai! Yummy yummy!
There are so many food I'm dying to eat..
The list includes but no limits to (list is not in order):-
~Steamboat
I demand steamboat on the 1st day I go home :P Just Kidding! Any homecook food is good!
~Nasi Kandar
Papa brought me to eat Nasi Kandar when I reached Penang from US last summer...
~Nasi Lemak
~Chay Mee
~Roti Canai
~Mama's Rendang
Haven't eaten that for 3 years coz mama didn't cook it last summer :'(
~Hokkein Mee + Lo Mee
~Laksa (air itam's laksa would be the best!)
~DIM SUMssss!!!
~Hainanese Chicken Rice
~Keoy Teow Th'ng
~Pizza Hut's Pizza (the only pizza I like)
~Bak Chang
~Taoz, you guys promised me :P
~Sake sushi, all of you went there except me...
:
:
:
Too many already......
Last but no least, I miss my secondary school friends so much! Met many friends last years before they left SP to pursue their studies! Hopefully, we can meet again the time! Let's have bubble tea!! Nonetheless, I didn't see some of them for about 2 years. Really can't wait to hang out together :) Tarzan, can't wait to see me huh? Haha, you're at home now, rite?
8 weeks, 8 weeks, 8 weeks! 加油! 加油! 加油!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
:D
he said he didn't give a damn of getting a W
it makes me think a lot about myself
am I too academic oriented?
am I too narrow minded?
am I restricting myself to a small and confined world?
But, I really don't know I can do well besides studying?
I'm so bad at communication and other stuffs.
I'm so miserable and doubtful....
Did sth real bad and really sorry to a person
SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
I'm miserable. But, you're never here...
Time to move on, I guess?
Was looking at the pictures taken few years back while I'm still in SP n INTEC.
After years, I seemed to forget all the sufferings I had in Ibrahim n INTEC. All left were the sweetest memories ~ memories of celebrating everyone's birthday, memories of attending seminars in Putrajaya etc etc..
Maybe few years later I'll forget all the hard time I have now, so, why not create more sweet memories that would be remembered forever :)
Love you, friends!
Ean
it makes me think a lot about myself
am I too academic oriented?
am I too narrow minded?
am I restricting myself to a small and confined world?
But, I really don't know I can do well besides studying?
I'm so bad at communication and other stuffs.
I'm so miserable and doubtful....
Did sth real bad and really sorry to a person
SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
I'm miserable. But, you're never here...
Time to move on, I guess?
Was looking at the pictures taken few years back while I'm still in SP n INTEC.
After years, I seemed to forget all the sufferings I had in Ibrahim n INTEC. All left were the sweetest memories ~ memories of celebrating everyone's birthday, memories of attending seminars in Putrajaya etc etc..
Maybe few years later I'll forget all the hard time I have now, so, why not create more sweet memories that would be remembered forever :)
Love you, friends!
Ean
Friday, October 17, 2008
Pretty pretty fireworks
Tomorrow is Rutgers Homecoming Day, the day where the alumnae came back to their Alma mater. There are some huge celebrations at the campus today, mainly at the College Ave. Some sort of concert or party, I guessed. And also, FIREWORKS!! My favorite!!!
Tomorrow is the Homecoming Football Game. Many seniors are coming back for big and small gatherings! What I mean by Seniors are not only some recent graduates, but also seniors in their 90s, 80s, 7os, 60s since Rutgers have been here for 244 years...... Too bad, I'm going to DC tonite, or else, I won't wanna miss the event... Hopefully, I can participate next year, my final year before becoming an alumnus of Rutgers. Wow, an alumnus of Rutgers! A lil bit......weird. Hopefully, I survive :)
Tomorrow is the Homecoming Football Game. Many seniors are coming back for big and small gatherings! What I mean by Seniors are not only some recent graduates, but also seniors in their 90s, 80s, 7os, 60s since Rutgers have been here for 244 years...... Too bad, I'm going to DC tonite, or else, I won't wanna miss the event... Hopefully, I can participate next year, my final year before becoming an alumnus of Rutgers. Wow, an alumnus of Rutgers! A lil bit......weird. Hopefully, I survive :)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
:)
I just came back from College Ave for the Club. We learned a couple of Japanese phrases today, but, I can't really remember them anymore :'(
Thursday nite is today. SO, as usual, the bus was so crowded with people who were heading for party, mainly at the Fraternity Row. Yeah, there is no Friday Fever for college students, we have Thursday Fever instead ....
When the bus was about to took off from the Frat Row, a cute Asian guy boarded on the bus. He looked so smart, but not the book worm kind of smart. I felt the "movie star" aura surrounding him, 他身上就这样不断地散发出明星气质.... I just can't help to take a second glimpse at him, hehe... I had never seen such a handsome guy in the real world. Can I say he is a bit like a Leehom @@ Haha... Ok, I guess ABC is not always horrible :P
Ok, tomorrow is Friday, I'm giving myself a little break from my schoolworks. I'm going for a little trip to DC!! It is for raya celebration in M'sia embassy. The last time I went there was during my freshmen year. Since I'm not sure whether I will be able to go there again next year, I decided to go this year. Hopefully, it'll be a fun trip. And, this time we're going as the Rutgers, not will Stevens anymore!! RU RAH RAH
Ean
Thursday nite is today. SO, as usual, the bus was so crowded with people who were heading for party, mainly at the Fraternity Row. Yeah, there is no Friday Fever for college students, we have Thursday Fever instead ....
When the bus was about to took off from the Frat Row, a cute Asian guy boarded on the bus. He looked so smart, but not the book worm kind of smart. I felt the "movie star" aura surrounding him, 他身上就这样不断地散发出明星气质.... I just can't help to take a second glimpse at him, hehe... I had never seen such a handsome guy in the real world. Can I say he is a bit like a Leehom @@ Haha... Ok, I guess ABC is not always horrible :P
Ok, tomorrow is Friday, I'm giving myself a little break from my schoolworks. I'm going for a little trip to DC!! It is for raya celebration in M'sia embassy. The last time I went there was during my freshmen year. Since I'm not sure whether I will be able to go there again next year, I decided to go this year. Hopefully, it'll be a fun trip. And, this time we're going as the Rutgers, not will Stevens anymore!! RU RAH RAH
Ean
Monday, October 13, 2008
可惜
真可惜, 没能参加上个周末的聚会.
本来有两个gatherings
一边是社团的,一边是马来西亚学生的.
最终选了后者.
可是, 刚刚看了社团的照片, 那位帅帅的学长去了....
好可惜! 真可惜! 好久没见到帅帅的他了.... 哎哟!
最近在重看"宫", 觉得韩国男生也蛮帅的 ^^
就像剑道社的那位单眼皮男生, 高高的, 静静的...
真是我喜欢的类型 :)
觉得自己真是花痴+白痴!! @.@
本来有两个gatherings
一边是社团的,一边是马来西亚学生的.
最终选了后者.
可是, 刚刚看了社团的照片, 那位帅帅的学长去了....
好可惜! 真可惜! 好久没见到帅帅的他了.... 哎哟!
最近在重看"宫", 觉得韩国男生也蛮帅的 ^^
就像剑道社的那位单眼皮男生, 高高的, 静静的...
真是我喜欢的类型 :)
觉得自己真是花痴+白痴!! @.@
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
:)
明天是biochem的期中考.
终于读完了....
虽然担心,但是不管了...考就是了.
我发现我好像越来越爱享受了.
以前的我可以为了读书,规定自己每天只看一出戏.
先在,假使不上网, 我也不爱看书... 真糟糕!
I felt so guilty.... still and so guilty for dropping the Experimental Biochemistry...
Who can help me let go of that feeling?
It has been bothering me for weeks....
I'll go crazy if I kept on thinking of it.. of the failure.....
This evening, a weird thought somehow crossed my mind. I was thinking what kind of life my mom had when she was 20. I'm sure she wasn't worry about whether she would pass her biochemistry test like me. When she was 20, she just finished her form 6. Was she trying to get a job? Or, just stay at home waiting for her stpm result? I'm so curious :) help me ask her la!
Recently, I think I have more and more unattainable desire. I want this and that. Deep in my heart, I knew it's hard for me to get it. But still, I hope for it. It's so unlike me. The old me never wished for anything she couldn't never get. She just accept what was given and enjoyed it.
I know it's good to hope for something better. But then, I'm so bad at stress management. The thought of not getting what I want really stresses me out... I hope I could become the old me that wish for nothing I could not never attain.....
HuiAnn
终于读完了....
虽然担心,但是不管了...考就是了.
我发现我好像越来越爱享受了.
以前的我可以为了读书,规定自己每天只看一出戏.
先在,假使不上网, 我也不爱看书... 真糟糕!
I felt so guilty.... still and so guilty for dropping the Experimental Biochemistry...
Who can help me let go of that feeling?
It has been bothering me for weeks....
I'll go crazy if I kept on thinking of it.. of the failure.....
This evening, a weird thought somehow crossed my mind. I was thinking what kind of life my mom had when she was 20. I'm sure she wasn't worry about whether she would pass her biochemistry test like me. When she was 20, she just finished her form 6. Was she trying to get a job? Or, just stay at home waiting for her stpm result? I'm so curious :) help me ask her la!
Recently, I think I have more and more unattainable desire. I want this and that. Deep in my heart, I knew it's hard for me to get it. But still, I hope for it. It's so unlike me. The old me never wished for anything she couldn't never get. She just accept what was given and enjoyed it.
I know it's good to hope for something better. But then, I'm so bad at stress management. The thought of not getting what I want really stresses me out... I hope I could become the old me that wish for nothing I could not never attain.....
HuiAnn
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