take it slow...

So, it's been a week after the snowstorm. After the tranquil "snowday" weekend, I had like a frantic week with 2 midterms. But, everything is over now in 5 days, so I can kinda sit back and wait for my spring break. In the mean time, I also finished my 25-episode Thai drama in 6 days. Exam week usually speeds up the drama or Youtube consumption rate. My roommates and I both agreed with it. Now, I'm thinking of watching the part II....

Well, after almost 4 years of college, I'm gradually learning how to take things slow and also short cuts. Which I don't know whether it's good and bad.... So, I had a midterm on Thursday, and there was a thought lingering in my mind, "if 90% is an A why should I study 100%". On Wednesday night, I went out to celebrate my friend's b'day. Before the exam, I saw everyone was studying so hard for the midterm, I kinda felt guilty.... Well, a part of me actually like this kind of life with less kiasusism but it's so hard to escape from guiltiness...

There'll be another 75 days before my graduation. Yeah, fellow seniors, there are less than 80 days. Yet, there are so many activities on my calender book and unread emails in my mailbox ( I pretend they don't exist if they're still in bold) . I quit kendo so that I can enjoy my final semester n go to nyc everyweek (jk, will be so broke), but there are just so many activities from AZ and Tzu Ching. I felt so overwhelmed, but I know I can never run away from them. And then, I have only less than 1 month for my full-of-failure final year project. Oh gosh, I think my brain just gonna burst by thinking of this. Maybe, no sit back and relax time yet til May.

And then, I haven't even heard back one freaking grad school. Should I start looking for job now? Do I really wanna work right after graduation? Can take a year off and disappear from my life like what "guai lo" does?

Yeah, I should change the title to "How to take it slow"....
Well, you guys teach me.