Am I a fool?

那天, 对你开了一个玩笑. 可是你也不多问, 就相信了.
想跟你解释, 可是又觉得很冒然, 很尴尬...
很明显, 比起从前, 你对我有点冷淡.

就那么小心眼吗? 就不能当好朋友?
需要和我徶清关系吗?

明知我要走了,也不好好地跟我道别　

说真的，你的冷漠真的令我好难受，好难受 ：（

真的好想好好的跟你说再见　bye bye

p/s: 玩笑别乱开，不然一点都不好笑

:D

Ann ann is done with her finals finally :)
She's all set to the nyc and home, just that, she needs to spend a great amount of time for packing....


p/s: I was studying for bchem this morning, and then, I realized that I bubbled in 4 wrong answers in the scantron for the first exam..... 4 QUESTIONS = 8 marks. I would get the highest score in the class (6pts higher than the highest) if I didn;t make the silly mistake :X

So in korean mood now, need Korean food...kulukulukulu.....
K-town! K-town! Here I come!!!

~~~

Breath... Breath...
Just 1 more.
Hold on!!
You can do it!!


me nearly goes insane after studying from 2.30pm til 11.30pm with only an hour break in between...
still keep my finger crossed that i can finish everything...

~ciao

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Haiya, it's me again. I know you guys are sick of reading my post EVERYDAY. But, bear with me! Posts will be reduced when the exams are over. Promise.

Did I tell you that it snowed heavily yesterday? It did, from dawn till dusk (The weather was so warm the day before, like early spring). So, today, the earth was covered by the snow, so white, so pretty... Ah, I hope that I can go out and build a snowman or hit someone with snowballs :P Haven't done any of those since I came here. But, exams, exams, exams, really no time for those super fun activities.... All the snows melted this evening. I guess I have to wait for the next snow. Hopefully, it'll snow anytime between 20th and 23rd :)

I'm super tired today. Woke up at 8.30am today to get some reading done, but it ended up making myself more and more tired. 6 1/2 hours of sleep is never enough for me. I need my 9 hours!!! I had 1 cups of coffee thise afternoon and a bottle of ice tea this evening, but, still very tired and sleepy.... But, mol gen is tomorrow, biochem is the day after and the super duper hard food science take home is due tomorrow. All the datelines are approaching!

SLeep or Caffeine? The latter was chosen.

need to go back to DCC to get everything done! JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

= (EAn) =

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Just finished my physics exam. The paper wasn't that easy though.
Many people were still doing it when I left. I left early, after 1 hours 2o minute, not because I know how to do the questions but because I couldn't take it anymore. I'm too tired, too hungry, too sleepy (the exam was from 4-7pm).... So be it, I don't care no more.

3 more to go.. Need to get back to my biochem.... Ah, I'm so tired!

3 days to nyc, 5 days to Jay Chou's Concert, SEVEN days to Home!!! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!!

:)

Just in case you don't know, I'll be home in EIGHT days :P
~lalalalalala....

8 days to the warm weather
8 days to mi familia
8 days to my bed
8 days to yummy foods
8 days to DVD watching
8 days to shopping
8 days to everything I like
Just 8 days...

I'll go insane just by thinking of it @-@
I don't care I didn't get to go to Germany anymore...Bluek :P

I know I blog a lot these two days --> a sign that shows I'm escaping from studying.
NOT GOOD at all...

My roomie just asks my to him some SURPRISES from Malaysia....
What sort of SURPRISE should I give him??

:)

I was reading my friend's sis's post.
It was all about life after SPM.
Ya, Sue Yen, it's your sis's :P I'm a bit kepo.
But, the post made me think back the good old day....
The 6 carefree months with no exams, no pressure and nothing...

I still remember my last paper was Biology.
Everyone was so happy and relieved after the exams.
We stayed in the school and took many pictures.
It was the last day we're wearing the uniforms, so must take lotz of pictures. Where are the photos now??? Should try to find it after I go home.
After the photo taking, we went to Yu Wei's house coz my sis lo...She said she want to chat with with Yu Wei's sis. But, maybe, she like Yu Wei, who knows?? Hahaha!!!
That nite, all the girls went to the spaghetti restaurant in Lagenda Heights, Taco what? to had a celebration dinner! Wee! I totally forgot what we did after the dinner. After all, it's been 1, 2, 3, 4 years..... FOUR years...

Then, after few months, my sis got the Petronas scholarship. Seriously, I never expected that you'll get it :P I know I'm bad! But, you're worse because you lost my cellphone!!! The cute little Blue I bought with all my savings... that time. You better find it, or else.....

Ok, back to my post...
You know what? After you left, I'm the only KID in the house.
Huhu!! I got the WHOLE room for myself... until I left for INTEC. I bet you never have the chance of being the only KID, right?? Lalalalalala......
I'm being childlish, I know. Need to stop the crapping.

The mainpoint of the article:

Yes, we grew up. But, sweet and lovely memory will never fade. No matter how far I go, how long I left, I always carry it with me. The secondary school life was not that easy, but knowing your guys, having fun, talking nonsense with you all, having a crush on someone were always the sweetest things! Ah, I miss my school! Hope that I'll have a chance to visit my school once day=)

:'(

Really tired, so tired....
Study, study and study are what I do today and the past 3 days.
Though I have been taking final exams since freshman's year, but, I've never been this stressful while studying for it.
During previous exams, we usually have only 1 or 2 reading days, but, this time we have 5.
Thinking that I have much time to spare, I didn't start my revisions until the first day of reading day. It's really a bad decision. Now, I dun think I'll manage to revise everything.... I really screw up everything....
Ok, need to get back to hell.
I think I'll hate the DCC after the finals are over.....

....

Just had my dinner+lunch..
Today's "special" is noodle soup + ikan bilis + tofu + an egg.
Have been eating the same thing since yesterday.
Thought of cooking something special but I have finished all my supplies.
Actually, I bought a few fresh vege on Thursday but the forgetful me left it at the cashier...
I did it for again! Last time, it was the orange juice in Shoprite. Now, is a bag full of vegetables!!!
Super idiot I am...
Wanna go to get some grocery in C-town, but I'm too busy, hardly have time to go to downtown.....
Desperately hope that my exams can end asap so that I can go home and have nice food!!

Gosh, 2 reading days left, I haven't started revising my biochem yet... Will I make it?

Felt so sick these few days....
Had few Tylenol few days ago and got better, but, now, I think I'm sick again....

Exams are horrible.
Sick + Exams are super horrible!!

No, I'll never let the sickness overcome me!!!
加油! 加油! 加油!!!!

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Ok, I decided not to write anything about the formal due to some personal reasons.
So, no post for that.

And, for the Fuyu Matsuri ~ RONS Winter Fest.... I'm too lazy to say anything about it.
If u're my facebook buddy, feel free to look at those colorful pictures :)
I did enjoy the event! Go RONS! Gambateh!

Alright, I admit I'm not in a good mood....
Good nite. and, see you guys in few more days (9 or 14 days)....

By the way, today is the last day of class...
Junior's semester is indeed much shorter than freshman's ....

Last weekend of the semester

Having a bad headache, but I can't sleep... So, here I am, blogging

"Ice Ballet in Sleeping Beauty"

Came across the info about the performance when I was surfing the net. Is Ice Ballet! Who can resist it? Wait, let me rephrase, "Ice Ballet in New Brunswick for only $10!"
Now, could I not watch it??? NO WAY!

So, I decided to put aside my paper which due on Tuesday and went for it! I was so afraid that they had run out student tickets at the State Theater. But, luckily, they still have some. Hooray, ice ballet, here I came :D

The performance was simply amazing! I've never ice skated, but, you really don't need the experience to tell how many efforts the dancers put in the performance. The spins, turns, jump were perfecto! The customs were very pretty too!

all the performers prince n princess

I know it's illegal to take pictures in the theater but everyone did that. So, I could't help....
But, I only did it the end of the show though :P



There was a tree lighting ceremony that evening at Downtown with various performance according to my roommate, Tierre. I missed it by mere 15 minutes because I was studying in the library... Ah, should have went there early~~~

The New Brunswick Downtown can be quite beautiful during the Holiday season.
It's not that scary after all :)

That was my Friday.... (to be continued)

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Huh, just finished writing my paper. Spent the whole 3 hours typing it. Still have to do citation and editing. A long way to go... Hope I can get everything done in time.

I dreamed of Ya-lun yesterday. Oh my god, he is so handsome... as usual :P
I even managed to get his signature. Hahaha! I'm crazy!!
13 days, 13 days to go for Jay Chou's Concert!!! Yeah!!!
H Nee, are you jealous?? Is you Jay Chou! Hahahahaha....(~evil laugh*)

My room is in the total mess right now. But, I can hardly find any time to clean it up. I felt I'm living in a store room right now.... Probably need an hour or two to clean up everything.... Haih.....
HELP ME!!!

Oh ya, a new roommate moved in yesterday. Dan, he is.
(Seriously, there are too many Dans here~ Dan A, Dan B, Dan C......the list just keeps going on and on....)
Dan is kind of nerdy and quiet... I wondered how the noisy and playful Comet know him???
Anyhow, hope we all get along well :)

Ok, need to get ready to classes d! will blog about my amazing weekend in the next post :)

>< See ya!

Thanksgiving Parade

I know it's kind of late.. But still, wanna share my wonderful Thanksgiving experience with you guys :)


When I saw the Macy's Thanksgiving Parade in TV last year, I swore to myself that I am going the very next year. And,YES! I managed to keep my promise!!! ( it happens rarely :P)

I woke up at the wee hour that day, very very early..... as early as 6am [only God knows for how long I've never woken before 7am]! When I reached the train station, I knew I wasn't alone. The station was unusually crowded. Many parents were waiting for the trains with their kids ~ little kid as young as a 5-year-old or big kids like me :) I bet most of them were heading to the parade.

Reached NYC after an hour, around 8am, walked from 33th St (near Empire's State Building) to 45th St (Times Sq) just to find a good nice viewing spot (I'm a bit picky)..... Actually, I should have taken the sub to Central Park, maybe it was less crowded there....

Do you what is so special about the Macy's Parade???
It's the FLOATS!!
//Floats === Flying balloons filled with helium//

The parade started at 9am from 77th St, it took 45 minutes to reach my place.
I must admit that it was my first time seeing such big floating balloon. I was so excited!!
Gosh, they're gigantic, humongous, and BIG, REAL BIG!!
Of course, the cartoons are super CUte too :)
Smurf, Snoopy, Dora the Explorer....

What is a parade without marching bands?


Miley Cyrus n Blot
Flying Kitty :) Sesame Street Cast Uncle Ronald Pikachiu
Funny Spongebob and Horton from Dr. Suess's ~ the new member of the parade

The parade ran for 2 n a half hours... I really enjoyed it very much, didn't fell tired though I has been standing there for > 3 hours :D Yeah, I just love doing crazy stuffs like my sis, ha!

After the parade, the Times Sq. was closed down for cleaning. So, no vehicles can go through the streets. The fun thing was that we could take pictures in the middle of the usually busy crowded street! :)
Me in the middle of the street :E

Since it's still early, I walked around NYC after the parade.
Went to 34th st to get some souvenirs.. Then, from there, walked to the Grand Central at 42nd st, took some nice pictures on the way :D At first, I was thinking of meeting my seniors at an open house. But then, the place was way to far, so I went to Chinatown instead, had an early dinner at 4pm, loitered there for an hour and then went back to 33rd to catch the train.

Empire State Building.
I think it's so cool and elegant with the pitch black sky as backdrop.... Love it!

Bid farewell to NYC at 6pm++. I swear I left before 7pm though the sky was dark...
It's winter anyhow. Short day, long night...That's why I don't like winter...
Looking forward to go NYC again after the finals. Air skating on Dec 20th! Hohoho!!

27 dresses. I need just one

i'm in deep shit..
AZ formal is on this Saturday. But, I still haven't received my dress that I bought online...
4more days to go. But, I don't think the seller mail it yet. It definitely will take >4 days to reach my house...

How? How?
Should I..
1) show up in jeans?
[No! No! even the most boyish brother wears dress :( ]
2) wear the dress I had from last formal?
3) wear the same outfits that I wore during ATU Gala?
4) find a new dress in Finale? But, I'm so broke now n the dresses there are not that nice....

Haih... Should have get it when I was in nyc last Thursday.....

HOW!!!!