So, here it came, my last day as an intern in Finer's Lab. Never expect it to be so soon. Kinda of sad for leaving the lab... In fact, I'm very sad. The thought of not seeing the people I've been working with in the past 10 weeks anymore makes me nauseous. Now, only time and busy coursework can ease me from the sad feeling of separation...
Recently, have been pondering a lot about my future. What I did in the past three years have been specially planned and executed so that I could get into grad school (including the internship I'm doing now)... But, now, I really don't know what I want.. Going home? Staying for another few years to further studies? If latter was chosen, what kind of studies I'm going to pursue? The vast courses offered in the many universities simply daunted me. Even though there are few particular courses that I'm interested, the requirements are simply too high that I doubted I can secure a seat with my terrible GRE preparation.
How I wish I could find my old self who never wished for the star in the sky, who was simply satisfied when she got accepted in Rutgers University.............
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