up n down

this morning, i was so excited after learning the good news..
so , so , so, so excited!! I can never overstate the excitedness.
The feelingg is like a camel found a oasis in the middle of desert.
At that moment, I totally thought that it's the thing I should do and have to do.
After a while, I finally have a chance to cool down and think it over.
I try to research more, only to find out I SHOULD NOT do it.
Everything will be out of my control if I accept it.
It really made me sad. I really want the opportunity.
But, why??

Index of happiness for today:
100% happiness ---> nothing

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Will I pass my Biochem exam tomorrow?
Will I pass the 90 line? I hope so. No, I really want to. I spent the whole 2 weeks for it.
But, like they always said, 期望越大, 失望越大.
I can feel bad thing going to happen.


But, I definitely anticipate for the DC trip this weekend. It's for the SAKURAFEST!!!
going to take LOTZZZZZZZZZ of pictures :)